Kandi Burruss Tears Up While Talking About Being Suicidal In Middle School

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She encouraged those that are struggling and let them know, "It will get better."

This is a story she shared about six months ago, but considering pop culture's climate, Kandi Burruss decided to revisit her time dealing with depression and trauma. Back in September, the Real Housewives of Atlanta star and music industry hitmaker revealed that there was a point in her life when she was suicidal. More recently, Burruss co-hosted The Real and shared the story once again while telling those that are struggling that "it will get better."

"I definitely have to say that I've been there and I've been to the lowest places," said Burruss. She felt the need to revisit the trauma after witnessing others struggle with mental health. "It seems like people have just really gotten to a place where this feels likes everything is against you and a lot of people have been giving up."

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Burruss shared that she also felt like ending her life "at a young age," in middle school.

"I thought about taking my own life," the Grammy winner said before getting choked up. "I don't really like talking about it 'cause it's very emotional for me, but I'm only saying this because I know a lot of people are dealing with that right now. But, I was feeling like that and I really wanted to go through the motions."

She added that she knew her mother had a firearm in their home and planned to take her own life, "but for whatever reason, God made her put it somewhere else because it wasn't where she normally kept it... If I had done that at that time, think of all the wonderful things I would have missed out on."

In the Instagram caption of the clip, Burruss added, "On #TheReal today I shared something that is a tough conversation for me but hopefully it will help someone that’s going through a dark time. Always remember It Can’t Rain Forever. Keep going! It will get better." Check it out below.



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Since 2019, Erika Marie has worked as a journalist for HotNewHipHop, covering music, film, television, art, fashion, politics, and all things regarding entertainment. With 20 years in the industry under her belt, Erika Marie moved from a writer on the graveyard shift at HNHH to becoming a Features Editor, highlighting long-form content and interviews with some of Hip Hop’s biggest stars. She has had the pleasure of sitting down with artists and personalities like DJ Jazzy Jeff, Salt ’N Pepa, Nick Cannon, Rah Digga, Rakim, Rapsody, Ari Lennox, Jacquees, Roxanne Shante, Yo-Yo, Sean Paul, Raven Symoné, Queen Naija, Ryan Destiny, DreamDoll, DaniLeigh, Sean Kingston, Reginae Carter, Jason Lee, Kamaiyah, Rome Flynn, Zonnique, Fantasia, and Just Blaze—just to name a few. In addition to one-on-one chats with influential public figures, Erika Marie also covers content connected to the culture. She’s attended and covered the BET Awards as well as private listening parties, the Rolling Loud festival, and other events that emphasize established and rising talents. Detroit-born and Long Beach (CA)-raised, Erika Marie has eclectic music taste that often helps direct the interests she focuses on here at HNHH. She finds it necessary to report on cultural conversations with respect and honor those on the mic and the hardworking teams that help get them there. Moreover, as an advocate for women, Erika Marie pays particular attention to the impact of femcees. She sits down with rising rappers for HNHH—like Big Jade, Kali, Rubi Rose, Armani Caesar, Amy Luciani, and Omerettà—to gain their perspectives on a fast-paced industry.

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