Brandy Talks Depression & Suicidal Thoughts, Daughter Gave Her Hope

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Brandy Norwood, Suicide, Depression, Sy'rai, Daughter
The accomplished singer revealed that at one point she almost took her own life but having her daughter helped her "pull [herself] together."

She was a child star who was able to continue amassing success as the years rolled on, but not everything in Brandy's life has been an easy road. The singer was America's Sweetheart as "Moesha" and with each pop-R&B hit, Brandy told PEOPLE that she felt pigeonholed into staying in the lane of her "perfect" image. In 2002, the singer had her own unscripted series titled Brandy: Special Delivery where she allowed cameras to document her pregnancy and birth of daughter Sy'rai Smith. When fans saw that she was having a child outside of marriage, Brandy said "it changed people's perspective of me."

Four years later, tragedy struck after Brandy was involved in a car accident that took the life of a 38-year-old woman. The case was settled out of court and was the catalyst for what would become a deep depression for the singer. "I remember laying in bed super depressed," she said, adding that she contemplated suicide. "I [told] myself, 'So, you're just going to go out like this? That's wack. You have a daughter. If you can't do it for yourself, do it for her because this is not the way to leave a mark in her life.'"

"I was a little bit lost eight years ago musically, creatively, spiritually. I had to pull myself together, I had to pull it all together and make it all make sense," said Brandy. "If Sy'rai wasn’t here, I wouldn't be either. The place that I was in, it just felt like I wasn't going to make it through." We're happy that she kept pushing forward.

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Since 2019, Erika Marie has worked as a journalist for HotNewHipHop, covering music, film, television, art, fashion, politics, and all things regarding entertainment. With 20 years in the industry under her belt, Erika Marie moved from a writer on the graveyard shift at HNHH to becoming a Features Editor, highlighting long-form content and interviews with some of Hip Hop’s biggest stars. She has had the pleasure of sitting down with artists and personalities like DJ Jazzy Jeff, Salt ’N Pepa, Nick Cannon, Rah Digga, Rakim, Rapsody, Ari Lennox, Jacquees, Roxanne Shante, Yo-Yo, Sean Paul, Raven Symoné, Queen Naija, Ryan Destiny, DreamDoll, DaniLeigh, Sean Kingston, Reginae Carter, Jason Lee, Kamaiyah, Rome Flynn, Zonnique, Fantasia, and Just Blaze—just to name a few. In addition to one-on-one chats with influential public figures, Erika Marie also covers content connected to the culture. She’s attended and covered the BET Awards as well as private listening parties, the Rolling Loud festival, and other events that emphasize established and rising talents. Detroit-born and Long Beach (CA)-raised, Erika Marie has eclectic music taste that often helps direct the interests she focuses on here at HNHH. She finds it necessary to report on cultural conversations with respect and honor those on the mic and the hardworking teams that help get them there. Moreover, as an advocate for women, Erika Marie pays particular attention to the impact of femcees. She sits down with rising rappers for HNHH—like Big Jade, Kali, Rubi Rose, Armani Caesar, Amy Luciani, and Omerettà—to gain their perspectives on a fast-paced industry.

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